| | In the last two weeks,
I took a snowboarding trip to Sonora, spent $200 of the tax return I haven't filed yet, woke up an hour late for work and got in a world of trouble, was 2 seconds from dying in a car crash, bought Coldplay concert tickets, rejected nearly ten SGBM performance opportunities, took my first dance class of the year, and celebrated my sister's 20th birthday.
Now I find myself bored on a Monday night, typing this entry.
Anytime I'm by myself my mind runs rampant with thoughts of 'would-be's' and 'could-be's'. I have this thing where I play out different scenarios in my head about whatever is going on in my life. Like what I would say if so-and-so said this to me.
It's a terrible waste of energy - as I tend to get engulfed in my thoughts - almost as if those things actually happened. ..man this is hard to describe.
I think I'm gonna need a shrink for this one day.
My brain is trouble.
Anyway, I've been overly consumed with that, and it's put me in a funk.
Just being honest. Things on the outside have been great.. but on the inside, not so much.
Pray for me please.
I'll try and post again soon.
-J. |
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